the candy trail continues on…(ILUSM candies)

As much as i want Christmas to be the happiest day of the year (well, probably this goes the same for my bday, but wth…), something just seem to go wrong whenever I do try it to be such

I feel pathetically blank today.  I guess the events that occured since the clock striked midnight a few hours earlier, made it this way. Damn it, I feel like effin’ Scrooge. noooooooooooo. D:

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I really should get myself a planner for 2010. Only options now…Moleskin or BB diary? *O*

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owari.

i dunno why, but life is getting a bit tiring.
well….not really, but somehow it really is.
(why am i confusing myself? ha…ha…)
honestly, i feel like a wretched soul who has nothing better to do than wander off to somewhere unknown.
(talk about being melodramatic)

anyway, I guess it’s a normal response to feel like this after watching Kuroshitsuji.
major LOL. XD
loved the show, the art was AMAZING (can’t express it any better), the plot was a bit lacking…I guess, and it is twisted in just the right way. haha~

The ending left me hanging for more, besides the fact that i’m craving to see Sebastian’s demon form (which, i should say, made me want to see his form even more after seeing his über high-heeled boots) )

overall though, the show is pretty much as realistic as any anime show could get.
the setting is set before WW1, since the spread of opium and Lady Brown (as they call the drug) already started in the time of the show. [the reason why Lau is in London btw]

the characters are all very interesting. )
Loved almost all the lead characters, but kinda got sick of Sebby during ep. 17 (the *** scene) hahaha! XD
but heck, he really is one hell of a butler :3
wished Grell and Undertaker got more scenes ( loved those two! haha. oh, and I never thought that Madame Red would die so early in the series. :O thought he would last longer.
oh, but my favorite episode is His Butler: Servants. )
the maid, the cook, and the gardener. wow, who would’ve thought they were more than that. *love* ^^

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we went to the MOA meet and greet for David A. last week. ) haha, me and my mom were so hyper back then. I guess it died down a bit now. ) hahahaa XD
wasn’t able to go to the concert (wah! () someone offered me a platinum ticket thiough, and even though my parents still did not allow me to go, i’m so grateful! :3
like, dude, c’mon, that kind of privilege made me look at my friend as some kind of tenshi when she told me she’ll give it for free! hahahaa…..but yeah, nice things still do happen in real life. yay!

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owari.

Went to shizen yesterday, and cosplayed! haha…
though not my first time cosplaying, it was a first to actually join the competition. )
it was a wonderful experience <3 nyahahaa….but I can’t deny the fact that I was nervous as hell! )
I think I went on stage and out all in in just about 20 secs. ) (or even less) XD
nyahahaaha…but I’ll probably do join again

It makes me wonder though. I hope I can still do these things when I go to college. Everything seems to be so hectic and complicated that I can’t seem to imagine myself to be the same again. It’s like, I feel like I’ll somehow change. My closest friends will be going to a school that’ll take about an hour or more to go to if I ride a cab, considering that there’s no traffic. It’s somehow tragic that it’s like that, but perhaps, that it how God wills it? Honestly, I was already set to go to this university that was set in a very wonderful location, being surrounded by around 3 malls (ortigas) and it being accessible to go to by the public metro train. :0
Then, just earlier this month, another school called in and said I got accepted. Initially, I was soooo happy, since the school is very hard to get into, and me being accepted is a blessing itself. It’s just that, now, it’s as if I can already feel the pressure. My buddies may still do their usual stuff in college…..me….I don’t know. I hope I’ll get to meet decent people there who shares the same interests as I do. I will feel bad if this wonderful life I’m in will crumble just because of studies

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I’ll start my driving lessons this monday
I’m a bit nervous though ^^’
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honestly, I think my writing style is getting crappy.
I hope there are workshops out there that I could join.
I’ll try to find good books at the meantime

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I can’t help but stare at the NEWS poster that on my wall.
Really glad I bought it

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owari.

gah. my entry title sound SO cheezy. XD

anyway, it’s been almost 2 months since I last posted here (time flies by too quickly!

I miss my friends! Well, I could say that high school was GREAT. Too bad it ended when I finally got the hang of it. ^o^

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Real Life NEWS: I got accepted in an awesome university! *confetti* SO HAPPY 8D

The admissions aid person called me up during April Fools, so for the first few minutes, I was actually hesitant to believe everything he said. XD Good thing the event isn’t celebrated in our country. I could’ve  doubted the whole thing. lol.XD

soooo… GANBATTE to me!

(I’m troubled about lunch though. I used to always bring a packed lunch to save myself from the hassle of lining up for food. Well, I guess I have to endure that starting  now >.<)

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I was supposed to to go see a pullip shop in greenhills yesterday, but I couldn’t find it! (okay, my time was limited, so I wasn’t able to go around the whole place) We asked the guard there up in the entrance, but he doesn’t know either. buh. >.> Maybe it closed already?

So, because of that, I ended up going to the toy shops instead in V-mall AND….. found a Jubei-chan pvc figure! XD

I was really really really happy when I saw that among all the other figures there. The price was also cheap

I almost didn’t have the sword. It was detached from the body when it was still in the display case. I didn’t even notice it when I asked the saleslady for the item. Good thing she packed it in with the whole thing. *thank you!* lol.

note: I really have to get myself a DSLR one day. ^^’

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Oh yeah, another one. A kuroshitsuji gashapon!

all ye behold…Ciel Phantomhive *chibi*

we actually went all the way to SM mega just for those gashapons (they only have in that branch). lol.

SO LUCKY there were only 4 left in the machine at that time, so it was really a hit or miss thing

i wanted a Ciel, and my friend wanted the butler, and we got what we wanted! (well, the probability was somewhat high since 2 ver. were available for those two characters, considering that there are only 5 to choose from. haha.)

owari.

because I’m so darn pissed off right now, I’ll keep my rant as to how it is truly happening inside my head.

First off, I was asked to fill in yesterday for the spelling bee…since they were 1 person short. So yeah, they saw me and BAM! there I was.

Moving on, I was already keeping my hope up on stage…that I could do it….that it’s not possible to get the first word right and wall.

THEN. they asked to spell that damn word.

fucking PRETTIFY.

I didn’t even know that that was an effin word.

SO. I got it wrong.

The irony in it…is that I snag Pretty Girl by Kara just that morning before leaving for school….and still….STUPID FATE RUINED IT.

Okay. conclusion: SPELLING BEES ARE DEGRADING. My self-esteem totally went down to the pits after.

I was totally in denial of what happened the whole evening even…and that just sucked.

AND…the fact that the other words that followed were SO EASY, made me even more frustrated.

BUMMER. LIFE IS….i don’t know anymore.

owari.

I tells ya. Life is bitter as it is sweet.

Yesterday (friday) was one of the most memorable days in my entire life. Everything that happened were just unexpected.

That’s why…I’m not actually surprised that I’m having such bad days coming now. [We have a project in class...wherein we have to do a CSS site...and I'm having troubles with it.]

HELP!

Darn.

Haha.

anyway….All I can say right now is that I’ve never fell in love with a song like this before. HAHA. I love RESCUE. I don’t know why…but I really do LOVE it. XD

oh, and just this evening, my parents and I watched Gran Turino (feat and by Clint Eastwood). The movie is REALLY nice. The plot is rightly paced. The actors were believable. The ending was unpredictable. The Gran Turino was sweet. (LOL) and overall, the movie was great. It actually made me a bit teary eyed in the end. haha. )

owari.