because I’m so darn pissed off right now, I’ll keep my rant as to how it is truly happening inside my head.
First off, I was asked to fill in yesterday for the spelling bee…since they were 1 person short. So yeah, they saw me and BAM! there I was.
Moving on, I was already keeping my hope up on stage…that I could do it….that it’s not possible to get the first word right and wall.
THEN. they asked to spell that damn word.
fucking PRETTIFY.
I didn’t even know that that was an effin word.
SO. I got it wrong.
The irony in it…is that I snag Pretty Girl by Kara just that morning before leaving for school….and still….STUPID FATE RUINED IT.
Okay. conclusion: SPELLING BEES ARE DEGRADING. My self-esteem totally went down to the pits after.
I was totally in denial of what happened the whole evening even…and that just sucked.
AND…the fact that the other words that followed were SO EASY, made me even more frustrated.
BUMMER. LIFE IS….i don’t know anymore.
owari.
